8.9.04

hmmm
it has been a while. i think i've been busy. i was sick for forever it felt, and i've been swamped in work. the last of that rush was a chemistry mid-sem on monday night, on everything i'm bad at. i felt so sick once it was over, though from stress or the massive quantities of junk food i scoffed on study sessions i'm not sure. i think both :) i'm very glad it's done with, and now i'm kinda in holiday mode already. who am i kidding though, i have stacks of work to do over the holidays, and my first end-sem exam's on 6th nov, which is pretty soon really. i'm kinda excited to think i'm so close to (hopefully) successfully completing first year. no huge achievement for most, but for me it's quite exciting. i guess i feel like i can actually do something, like my life has direction again. i get excited thinking about where this could take me, and in a distant future i see the day i can shove my hospitality job, and get my weekends back. and yes, i'm shitty about my job right now. but it does keep me afloat, and it's only 2 nights a week. 2 loooooong nights a week.

but hey, as long as i can afford that coffee every day, it's all worth it, right?

posted by melita at 10:08 PM

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